Wednesday, February 11, 2009

So far, so good...I think.

Well, so far, so good.
I haven't yet gotten addicted to Percocet. On the contrary: I don't always take it when I need it.
Last time I got addicted to anything, though, I got addicted to having less, rather than more. It's true. Years ago...let me check...aaahhh, 24 years ago almost, I started an innocent diet, and it turned into a full-blown eating disorder. I recovered after one year/-30 lbs.
That brings me to a point. I never heard of a kidney disease being caused by an eating disorder. I just hope that wasn't the case at all!!! Even if it was, I didn't mean to carry my diet out of control. It just sort of happened that way. I didn't mean to give myself PKD, and besides, I don't think I did.
To this day, though, I wonder.
I also wish I was as thin as I was then...but, at this point, I think I'd better be more concerned about my health. I promise I won't put my new kidney through that at all!!
I do have it in me, though, to lose my appetite on a dime and not get it back for two or three days. But that's different, really.
I can hardly wait till my transplant anyway!!! The thought of those needles is enough to make me reeeeeally nervous.
I'll be back later...or in a couple days.