Tuesday, July 7, 2009

So...back to needing a new kidney...

Sooner than later, by the way.
There are certain positions I get myself in, while I'm busy working, where I can feel the water rush to my head. I probably would NEVER feel the blood rush to my head in those positions, but having too much water build up in me between treatments, since after all, no water escapes me at all except during dialysis, naturally, this means I end up with more water in my blood than the average bear.
I'm so tired of dialysis, I truly am. I lose all kinds of valuable time that I could be here working...cleaning the house, working on my car (cleaning, etc.)...rather than sitting in that blasted chair doing nothing.
I probably shouldn't squawk too much. At least I have 3 and a half hours to myself, to listen to Bobby Jameson (on CD, of course!!), read, learn needlepoint, etc. But, I get stressed when I feel like there's not enough hours in the day to get everything done because I have to lose that much time out of my productivity. Make sense??? I hope so.
Forgive me for rambling. It's been a long day. I did more painting (of car parts), and cleaning the house. And I didn't get a nap in. And, it's 10:30pm, so I'm tired and just about to call it a night, but wanted to get that water retention rant off of my chest.
(P.S.: Don't those Isuzu Rodeos (which is what I have) and Honda Passports look absolutely LOVELY in white???? I sure think so!!) ;-)
Good night, sweethearts...and, ta-ta for now!
(poof.)